foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Sunday, October 25, 2009!
Kum rant on; 6:08 PM
this week has been a "promising" week.
i've promised to join esss netball alumni team.
i've promised to join subcourts sports committee,
and is in-charged of the jogging day.
i don't know why i've promised to do all these stuff.
it's a half hearted decision.
because it's related with sports?
because sports can ease my stress and boredom?
because i want to burn myself out along with the accumulating fats?
because i've the time and can afford to?
i like singing and listening to christian songs,
because it reminds us of who we are really are.
we are God's child.
although none of my daily actions speaks so.
but it gives me comfort and encouragement,
to keep moving forward and slowing gearing towards him.
looking at my to-do list on the top right hand corner,
nothing has been fully accomplished so far.
instead, it changed such that if i get to go to universal studio for my no.1,
i will be contended.
hone my percussion skills - X
live a more healthy lifestyle - im exercising more now, but it doesnt mean healthier
cultivate perservance and Love God more -still remains the same as before.
sometimes i wonder why i even plan?
none of the goals have been kept.
all the time i wonder why i am me?
if i cant accept for who i am, how do the others accept me?
so im using the YA way,
to plan things out slowly,
and implement the changes one at a time.
so i hope the YA can do so too.
don't stop there.
it's hard to plan and kept moving forward.
it's hard to change.
but becoz it's hard, the difference will makes it all worthwhile.