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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Sunday, October 15, 2006!
Kum rant on; 6:51 PM
argh!!
im shocked to recieve e news fr Daphne
tt yunho oppa was hospitalised!
drank sm drinks fr e supposedly "fans"
n was hosptalised.
tsk tsk.
so evil e-whoever-female-fan.
was glad u own up n confess to e police.
tt means u r willing to repent.
for watever reason u did tt foolish act.
take gd care of yourself yunho oppa!!
went suntec for late lunch just now.
afterwhich me n my sis left earlier..
coz i wan kinda of tired fr ydae wk.
on our way to the MRT..
heard a kid cried to his Appa..
" i dun wan to grow up. I wan to be a kid".
cute rite?
but e reality is just so saddenin.
things can't stay e way u wan to be.
for instance.. growin up.
n it reminds me of wat pastor Siow Hwee told us in church earlier on.
ur relationship wif ppl muz keep on growin as u go into diff stages in life.
ur expectations in r/s..
be it friendship or r/s in christ can't be e same.
especially in teenage life...
for instance in sec 3, sec 4 or even JC 1.
your fren can joke wif ya alot when u were at sec 1..
but dun expect they joke wif ya e same in sec 4 or JC 1.
coz ppl do mature or grow up both mentally n physically.
n those ppl who dun grow up along with the change in r/s as they aged..
will face e dilemma in life.
they will ask..
dun u do tis wif me in e past?
or y hav u changed?
they will feel confused.. upset..
becoz of e changes in life.
but they dun realise tt everything else hav changed as time progressed.
everything changes.. except them.
another scenerio is ur role as a bf n husband wld naturally change
when e status changed.
u dun expect ur husband to treat ya as bf when u get married.
or ur husband will behave e same when he becum a father.
the world keeps changin..
n changes of roles in ur r/s is okie.
is fine.
just move along wif e flow!