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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Sunday, July 16, 2006!
Kum rant on; 5:06 PM
today worship was really great!
it has bee quite sometime that e church worship went smoothly.
hahas=)
n im really glad.
i was worshipping and singing when i tot of a qns.
it had nothing to do with e worship but it just came into my mind.
e qns was whether my behaviour in everyday life was e same as when im in church or on sundays.
well.. i tot to myself for a while as e music went on.
my ans is no.. i have two personality.
im a passionate slacker.
if im passionate about something like netball, cheerleading or church activities i'll put in alot of effort.
becoz i want it really badly.
i dun care how much time or effort it needed.. i just want to get the things done.
but when it comes to boring stuffs like studying.. im a total slacker.
i know i can get gd results.. if i study.
but i dun wan too.
becoz it's not my passion.
it reminds me of a conversation i had wif jasmine.
i was on e bus wif her n chatting.
jasmine said " Huiting. Actually u r quite slack."
i replied " No. Im not quite slack but really slack"
den she said " den u shouldn't join cheerleading becoz it requires alot of effort."
i ans back " Oo. as long as it's my passion i'll wk hard for it".
my thinking now is that if God give us an opp. to live,
we shld make use of it n live to e fullest.
wat im doing now.. living for my passion only is not right.
bad habits are like tests that God want to put us through.
it's easy to pass but also easy to fail.
it's e matter whether u want to take e first correct step.
i feel that i know myself well.
just that i don't want to change myself.
this is really bad. isn't it?
im goin to fail GOd's test.
it's just like my previous posts on...
although now im a student who happens to a christian,
i want to be a christian who happens to be a student.
but im not doin anything to change it.
fr now i should try changing my bad habits bit by bit.
i shld stop fr slacking now!
love worshipping.. it helps me tink abt me as a character.
i love sunday becoz it gives me time to tink.
today my cell came up wif quite a few ideas on e camp.
hahas.. took sm pics too.
will post it online when serene send to me=)
next wk will be my turn sharing on 1 2 3 John n Jude.
hope it'll be gd.
verse of today.
Peter 1: 24 - 25
"For All men are like grass,
and all their slory is like the flowers of the field;
the grass withers and the flowers fall, but the word of the Lord stands forever."
Amen!