foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Saturday, October 06, 2012!
Kum rant on; 9:30 AM
The Horrors of first week of Oct
I have only survived the first week of October and it felt
like I have gone through the entire month. The horrors of receiving school
assignment and surplus amount of MP letters, worse still, to have colleague
giving the forever holy excuse of for “the
welfare of patients” and wanting me to go the extra mile while she cant even
spend time to read an email well. I have
been having nightmare for 5 consecutive nights about work, due to all this s**t
and me being a team leader. (I think I am overstressing myself!!) But I have
never doubted my leadership skills, just that I am afraid.. am afraid to overdo
it and become overbearing.
Despite this tough week of “work” battle, I thank God for my classmates whom never fail to make me laugh. I was depressed on wed due to work matters, and had to do the suicide survey for lab work, which I identified myself with some of the traits. But on the way home, me classmates and me were talking and laughin so hard that I manage to release ALL of the stress. :) That's the joy of studying - 친구 Chingu.
Despite this tough week of “work” battle, I thank God for my classmates whom never fail to make me laugh. I was depressed on wed due to work matters, and had to do the suicide survey for lab work, which I identified myself with some of the traits. But on the way home, me classmates and me were talking and laughin so hard that I manage to release ALL of the stress. :) That's the joy of studying - 친구 Chingu.
Played for the internal dept's captain’s ball game on thur. Although we lost
two games, I felt momentarily touched to see that so many have gathered to play
together! and was thankful for the time I managed to spend with my colleagues :)
Put the rest of the month into God's hand. Fighting!