foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Wednesday, March 09, 2011!
Kum rant on; 11:39 AM
today is Ash Wednesday.
i kind of look foward to this period every year coz it is when i feel the closest to God :)
the time accumulated to fast on earthly stuff and unkickable habits always allow me to
study more and pray more.
and be able to reflect on my present state of life.
Last year i felt really terrible,
i was complacent on my job, i feel that my life is being wasted every single day i go to work.
i actually woke up suddenly one night and thought "why must we work''
for the sake of working?
it was like a relevation to me.
the kind of empitness i felt is not justifiable by words.
i literally feels like an empty shell; soul and brain dugged out.
So for my 22nd bdae, i am determined to make changes to my life.
at least for my career which i am in control of.
i do not have a good qualifications, so for career i must do a good head start in my life.
God has been graceful to me by letting me pass my first module,
and to be able to find another job so quickly.
and hopefully the direction i am heading in my life,
will be the one that is everlasting.
and that my new job will allow me to help the community too.
Thank you, Lord, for the ways your Word has taught me, guided me, protected me, delivered me, encourage me and given me hope.