foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Thursday, June 10, 2010!
Kum rant on; 11:44 PM
sometimes i wonder why we are born so differently.
i went out with best buddy colleague today and found out a very sad truth.
my heart ached for her at the instance when she told me.
i'd never expected that.
we are so similar.
For her, complete yet incomplete,
For me, incomplete yet complete.
different environment, different circumstances,
but same problems, same spirit.
Am i to say that we took the challenges on our stride,
or that we simply resigned to fate.
we can't change the reality.
and we accepted what we are in for.
just going with the flow of a less ordinary life.
i am so glad she shared with me,
it means she think i can be trusted
and i made myself a dear friend :)
i told her what i gotten out of all these is that to work hard for what you want.
and not to depend on others.
but i didnt tell her since i'd decided to do that, to do what I like,
I haven got much other in life;
Strong faith,
joy,
love,
soulmate,
real friendship...
nothing seems real.
only to be a loner, not to be emotionally attached to worldly stuffs,
to depend on yourself is the real thing.
a voice tells me that at the end of the road,
you'll see why is everything planned in this way.
and that kept me goin.
unfairness? there's no such word in the people's dictionary.
we are all selfish people.
poem by my another colleague
Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
Out of my five fingers
The middle one is for you.
Just for Laughter!