foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Wednesday, May 26, 2010!
Kum rant on; 11:38 PM
there's a virus going round my office and making everyone sick.
me the strong one has been holding out the fort for three consecutive days.
although it's managable (barely), i am discontented that it disrupted my trainin schedule and physical ability to train for the upcomin's Sundown 10k marathon on sat.
SO i decided.
it's my turn NOT to work.
AND i took half day off to run @ bedok reservoir tml.
please let it NOT rain God.
if not my wk can sum up to one word - disappointment :(
after the three days workwk which felt like five days,
I managed to chillout!with my new twin sister Durka @ near PS today.
as usual, i cant rmb the name of the shop,
but i rmb our conversation :P
we talked on the same old topics on life,love,past and faith.
what am i really waiting for?
Godwinks, God signpost, God providence...?
i'd never really been inspired in my life.
just waiting.
kept on waiting.
i dont mind waiting.
but am i waiting at the correct place?
or for the correct thing?
the thing is, i never felt connected before.
faith is like moles on my face,
it defines me,
But i never really bothered about it,
coz i cant see it.
maybe i hasnt tried hard enough to notice it.
sigh~
it has always been the same qns.
and no ans is correct or incorrect.
what am i really waiting for?
i am waiting for a reassurance
that i shouldnt be waiting for if im strong enough.
but i guess i am not.
and it might not even come.
but it will not be fruitless,
coz process matters more than results.
Can you wink just once, in my life?