foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Monday, March 23, 2009!
Kum rant on; 10:15 AM
i feels like i am chasing after wind.
can't predict the directions, can't seems to grasp anything.
currently i am waiting for Laura Ashley to give me a job reply.
i gave up waiting for the govt-admin job which i have waited for nearly one mth,
although I am pretty sure that a definite reply will come soon.
but i just gave up waiting for the good pay and good experience job.
it was this sudden impulse that I wanted to do smthg more.
Admin work can come later in life.
Or was i wrong?
I am going to sign up for my SPA course later which my mom strongly disapproves of.
I don't think I am going to regret the decision like what she predicts or hopes for.
this course allows me to pick up a new skills, and more imptly boost my self image & confidence.
and i tink SPA has a market that has not reached its potential yet here in singapore,
as compared to culinary.
e adults will just keep saying that get a full time job although times are hard.
i duno & dun care.
i am just goin to follow my heart, experience new things and pick up new skills.
i am goin to give myself one year.
before i really get a full time or whatever seems to has prospect...
after i turn 21.
for now, it's just trying out period.
Congrats Blazers on getting 2nd runner-up!:D