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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008!
Kum rant on; 11:09 AM
i can't believe it rained the whole day during work yesterday
The day before it was so hot that we bought ben's & jerry's ice cream.
i was thinking: Why do heaven has so much rage or tears?
That's so a pessimistic, and random thought.
Anyway,the extreme weathers has make me feel lethargic at work.
My only accomplishment yesterday was washing JJ's kitchen.
Working at JJ and DD for the past few days has made me feel disconnected with SEA.
I am pretty sad that a Malay Peacok egg did not survived yesterday,
because of the rain ( the hen would usually leave the eggs in e rain and go under the shelther themselves. The egg becomes cold and die)
but the main reason was that I overlooked it and did not bring it to the breeding center immediately the day before. Or else it would have survived.
Nothing gd happen when I am around. The parrot is angry. The only kingfisher died. The pond always have dead fishes and less birds are flying around. Most prob hiding in the trees.
Maybe I haven put in enough efforts. I shall stop being emotionally frustrated with humans and channel all my energy toward my birds. Must make SEA a more vibrant and happy place for the birds before I gets rotated out to WFA.
But for today, I shall stop procrastinating and start on my project.
I am looking forward to the afternoon out with my favourite cousin, and take the time to adjust myself to a better mood.