foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Sunday, August 10, 2008!
Kum rant on; 9:18 PM
i procrastinate so much nowadays.
which is what im doin now.
although i know i couldnt afford to,
coz i'd to cover over 60 chpts! for my exams. in two wks.
hiax :(
this wk have been rather bad for me.
supposed to be more relaxed since proj n presentations are comin towards the end. (& ended)
but im VERY worn out than usual, by work and r/s prob.
that i dun tink i can ever recover from it.
everyone seems weird nowadays.
i feels weird too, while pretendin to be normal.
so weird that i feel that im fightin this life battle alone.
disconnected fr God?
like my main strenght of support in life has left me temporary?
the more i read the bible,
the more i got confused.
why is there burnin of offerings and incense B.C
how r we diff fr e buddhist den?
asked my mom and she duno.
so i force myself to believe that God will reveal the ans to me as i read on.
i just need to be faithful
went to church today,
and hav this sudden feeling that i haven had a heart of worship for a long time
but at e moment im too tired to do that.
i know what i need to do though
sleep earlier on this sat :p
okie.. after so much crapping.
the point I want to drive into is...
i dun like the recent me.
there no change,
just tat im wasting MORE money and time
becoz im tired, and very tired.
i need to pick myself up,
and start studyin for exams!
jiayou huiting!
We are not the same persons this year as last, nor are those we love. If is a happy chance if we, changing, contiune to love a changed person.
Mayb i should start lovin myself more.
and get some gd rest.