foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Saturday, July 26, 2008!
Kum rant on; 11:22 PM
i often wonder if im a character from an era,
would my life be happier?
im so worn out by the life
the constant proj
worries on results
meetin expectations
sayin yes to no
pretend to be okie when things are not goin the right way
deprived of sleep
restricted fr bein myself
need to be careful w my words n attitude
so many things
so many things tat i detest
but i accept
and it sort of become a norm now
tat i become immune of everything
i use to cry at night when i feel overburden
but tears dun come out nowadays.
am i just givin up?
or waitin for time to just pass
so everything will be normal
what am i waitin for?
Am i even expectin anythin to happen now?
i am waitin for my breakdown
but i dun breakdown easily
i know what im waitin for!
a holiday!!
a breakaway
butthere's much more to be done before that
hiax.
i indulge in dramas,
becoz tat's e only way i can lose myself in it
i read e bible daily
to remind me of God's words daily
be happy w life huiting!
coz u know u r much more fortune den anyone else.
if i can choose,
i want to be a dancer or fighter of the ancient days
and just live a simple & carefree live w my loved ones.