foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Friday, January 11, 2008!
Kum rant on; 1:01 AM
it is impossible.
was it wrong to have some hope.
or have you just woken me up to the reality.
i am happy
but it's all pretending.
some thoughts that kept running thru my mind these few days
to go or not to go
to sleep or not to sleep
to commit or not to commit
yes or no
success or doom
is all up to me.
i know what is the right way.
but my heart always has the ability to convince me to do the other.
anyway. my eyes is closing soon.
anyway, im real happy today
when Chef Lilian let me do a Tanzaine coating.
hahas.
she kept saying that she'll do it x many times,
coz e cake is too ex to waste.
but still, i get to do it.
it really makes my day:D
anyway. i went for supper tonite. sinful
anyway. i told coach i wan to base but she says no.
impossible.
everyone thinks it's impossible.
and no one give me a chance.
to do anything.
it tiring for me to keep findin smthing to do.
and im already dead tired.
eveyone is.
so jiayou my frenz! who are chiongin proj.