foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Monday, November 19, 2007!
Kum rant on; 12:38 AM
people around me has been unhappy recently:(
mummy has been angry wif me since sat morn,
coz i told her not to bother me wif a lizard's tail.
she was making a fuss out of it,
when she found one while sweepin e floor..
while i was doin my proj.
i ask her to snap it out.
and she really does.
only when i told her tat i feel my tummy feel uncomfortable tis morn..
den she start to talk to me.
CYA.
ends on quite a bad note.
i feel like e juniors don't really like me.
Ydae steamboat.
everyones is quite high on spirit.
only those wif me will find it quite boring.
i was too tired to laugh.
there was nthg quite funny anyway.
except e ppl laughing.
today sharing was on many things.
one on Prayer.
Prayer is one of e most powerful tool.
i was surprised that celeste said tat she was prayin for directions.
i think im e one who needs it.
i need direction.
i need to tidy up my life,
which i thinks sucks badly now.
projects, cheerleadin.
there's no rest. no Jesus in my life.
i need DIRECTION.
i need a focus.
i need to do something abt everything tat is goin so wrong now.
and i need Jesus in my life.
but first..
i tink i need to learn how to pray properly.
prayer is so common tat it has become a rountine words for me.
just before i sleep,
i will munch e same words of thanks.
sometimes too tired tat i fall asleep half way while prayin.
tat's so wrong.
im so glad siow hwee gave me a book.
coz now i can at least find some directions back to e right road.
and i want to do it seriously.
so now as long as i dun find myself back.
i would not blog.
coz e time can be better use reading God's words.
HOW I HAVE LIVED LIFE SO FAR?
im not really happy wif it:(