foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Saturday, July 21, 2007!
Kum rant on; 7:46 PM
why does everything i fear always come true.
i expect service lesson to be bad.
but did not expect it to be SO SO SO SO bad.
was doin well with everything..
why the sudden switch of tables?!?
wan me to serve a table of 8 teachers and 5 students ALL together at one time.
in the first place.. u didnt put me there becoz u know i couldnt handle a table of 19.
much less two tables of more than 4 AT THE SAME TIME.
well.. it's mostly my fault.
becoz of my incapability and being too simple minded...
thinkin tat i only need to manage my area well.
and did not bother abt prepareing myself for such challenge.
it serves as a good lesson to me
Mr Goh was right abt his words.
And I shall do better next time
And i want to thank everyone esp Kim who was there to comfort and encourage me.
And i shall not expect anything bad to happen again.
if not it wld really happen.
Get over it Huiting!!
u shldnt be posting abt tis at all!
hiaz.
this week was madded.
but today was good.
slept only abt 4 hrs each day since i need to rush all the hmwks n proj.
and i feels really good now after taking like 6hrs of nap tis afternoon
i needed it.
mentally fresh now.
but physically wk.
my throat hurts terribly.
my stomach is burning fr e spicy dinner.
and i shldnt hav eaten mac ydae.
To my dear junoirs blazerians..
give urselfs a pad on the back!
i think it was a gd start for u all to experience wat's like for nationals.
the amt of training days u need to commit...
last min changes and all.
e perf was gd for first time experience.
but expect more of urself.
coz things wld get tougher.
i will work hard too=)
jun hui.. i hope u r feelin better!
pic of e day.
ulgy me!
