foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Wednesday, July 11, 2007!
Kum rant on; 12:21 AM
songs seems esp. nice n loud durin e silent nite!
im currently listenin to Red Rain now.
it's totally cool & awesome.
e drums, e voice, e lyrics...
music keeps me awake durin e nite!
just came back fr cheerleadin...
tired.Sleepy
but i need to at least arrange my TTO info be4 i go to bed.
im so sorrie to so many ppl these few days.
Sorry...
=< Pastor Siow Hwee:
can't attend tue nite lesson although i love to.
=< to my dear grp mates:
im sorrie tat im like not contributin much to proj these few days,
got CYA. cheerleadin n all.
thanks for bein understandin n even askin me not to stress out.
im glad tat u guys r in my team!
=< to my cheerleadin juniors:
i'd been mean. impatient. n all...
it's okie to dislike me.
becoz sometimes i hate myself too.
hate e way im behavin.
hate e way im speakin.
mayb i had too much wine today..
tat i went abit out of control.
i apologise.
if im a junior. i wld hate tis senior too.
i had experiences as a junior...
so i should have understood wat's feel like to only see seniors do stunts.
den today i still rub into ur soreness but sayin u guys still needs to be more physically fit.
or sayin something unpleasant.
i hope u all wldnt dislike cheerleadin becoz of me.
i will try to control fr now.
=< to my cheerleadin frenz. esp serene:
thanks for tolerating my nonsense or rudeness.
gomensai!