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Saturday, July 07, 2007!
Kum rant on; 1:24 PM
Exactly one week since i last blogged!
hahahas.. has been too busy with projects and tests.
don't even hav e time to join my dear Blazers for supper.
much less to bloggin.
so i'll blog all in once!
well.. handed in three projs tis wk.
im so glad tat e proj im in-charge is over- BESE(FRANCE). RIP.
i feel gd abt it=)
few more proj to go.. in two wks.
gambatte huiting!
gambatte - teammates!
hasn't been doin tut becoz there's no time.
so kinda of need to catch up later.
well.. i seriously need to catch up with alot of things.
tis wk at TCA starts off badly.
but end off quite well!
BAd 1: i woke up late.
no make-up. no breakfast.
took cab and wasted 5 bucks.
gOoD 1 : make it on time.
BAd 2: was nearly deduce mark for e things i dun expect to - fingernails.
but it was very short lei!
mayb Mr Goh wasnt in gd mood tat day.
but he was gd not to deduce marks.
gOoD 2: was not mark down on my hair although e back touched e collar.
tat surprises me...
i was ready to lose mark.
but Mr. Goh told me tis instead, well.. your hair is okey!
i love Mr Goh..
well. in fact, i love all the ssm tchrS.
Mr Chia says bye to me when i was at geog consultation ydae.
hahas. he's so cute n nice ya!
i dun understand y ppl dun like him.
speaking of ydae.
spent time with e E2matrix gang lazin around n playin badminton
i sucks at badminton la.
but i had a gd relaxing time! playin pokes and all
not allowed to play in sch
but well.. sch rules r meant to be broken!
opps.. i have not finsh my day at TCA.
i was e cashier at sugarloaf.
People says im too kan chiong.
hahas. coz im neervooousss when it comes to handlin money.
thanks clara n terri for helpin me.
nice ppl!
gOoD 3: we(me plus wilson) didnt over-short money.
instead. there was a extra 2 more dollars!
we figured it out tat when we go exchanged for coins.
we added our own money inside too.
(BAd 3: i went all over e sch to exchange for money. TWICE)
however, was very glad that e money in e com tallied with e reciepts.
becoz Mr Goh says that e passed 3 days they cant get e amount rite.
they stayed back to as late as 7.30pm to finish e account.
i finished tallyin e account at 3.30pm!
we made like 7XX plus.
can make more.
but we closed shop slighlty early coz we figure out no more ppl comin
gOoD 4: serene n faezah came to visit me! THanks babes!
gOoD 5: wine tasting class was fantastic.
although i dun really have much knowledge to ask e speaker anything.
but i learnt alot.
love e fourth wine best.
Philip Shiraz.
love smellin it coz e vanilla smell is intense.
but i dun taste any vanilla flavour .hahas.
so bAd 3 vs. gOoD 5.
e day was not bad man!
of coz.. i wld not forget to blog abt cheerleadin!
i apologise for being very moody durin trainin tis wk.
was stressed abt projects.
was pissed when e juniors r not serious when they r already laggin behind.
(i took merlicks's grp)
not tat they r not serious.. told them what to look out for but they dun pay attention.
they only want to get e flyer up in e elevator position and dun use e right techniques.
they focus on e wrong aims.
mayb is not their fault. coz they duno they focus wrongly.
i should hav been more patient wif them.
but im a flyer. can't really teach base.
i only teach them based on wat i know is correct.
and when i teach them n they still dun do it correctly.
i duno wat else to do.
n im very glad that e alumni's are comin back!!
more help. more stable foundation for e juniors.
coz i just dun trust myself in teachin e juniors well.
n im also afraid too.
afraid of losin my place in cheerleadin.
the juniors r catchin up. fast.
n im like not improvin.
still stagnant down there.
dun even get to do much stunts coz i need to teach or lookout for e juniors.
tat's not fair.
coz when im a year one.. i dun get to do much stunts.
now i dun get to do it either.
i wonder my sis share e same fear wif me.
well.. at least she's a better flyer or base den me.