foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Saturday, May 12, 2007!
Kum rant on; 11:29 PM
im reading my frenz blog now..
hahas.. just tryin to slack around.
and to gain motivation for me to press on.
all my fren all r so "God-oriented".
Be it their msn nick, in every of their blog post, in their life
they talk about God.
For me, Im not sure.
Sometimes I read about their struggles ...
to be drawn nearer to God.
I envy.
They are like tryin very hard...
in e midst of running the race that will leads them to God.
For me now, Im just behind the starting point.
not yet started.
dun dare to put one step foward.
I have too many earthly desires.
To excel in cheerleading, to enjoy life...
i just dun dare to give commitments
or to do anything for God.
coz means to give also means to give up.
yes.. im selfish. i dun wan to step out of my comfort zone.
im guilty...
of takin God like a habit in my everyday life.
hiaz.
i duno. im just confused.
i just sucks.
can't even do anything right now.