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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Friday, February 23, 2007!
Kum rant on; 10:07 AM
share wif u an interestin aCcident:
wanted to jump across my single size bed to e other side of e room...
trying to sort of cutwheel...
but of coz.. failed.
my right leg landed on e edge of e bed.
had a small but deep cut.
initially it was only e piece of flesh that comes out.
but e blood ONLY flows out abt 2 mins later.
n not alot..
coz by e time e blood has already dried up or clotted.
hahas.. no wonder when i had blood test a few mths back...
it was so difficult.
Getting cut is an amazing process.
n i witness it all.
including e pain.
exams periods are sort of gd period becoz it gimmes time to think.
dun like studying.
dun like to FORCE myself to study.
so spent most of my time listening to k songs or daydreaming infront of my notes.
n yupz.. i still have lots n tons n piles of unfinished lecture notes waiting for me.
but im bloggin here now to share wif you my new-found motiation to study!
i was thinking..
since good friday is coming...
i shld fast. (abstain fr smthg)
hmm.. den i decide to fast on smthg which i like most.
korean songs!
becoz it is also a huge distraction.
haven listened to it e past 12 hrs.
but im a ksongs addict
so it's quite a feat for me.
till now.. im still humming e songs in my head.
can't get it out.
but i believe i'll get it out soon.
hahas. =)
abt my new found motivation..
i was reading Everything Counts this mornin.
a daily Christian devotions.
a book given to me by my brother.
it answered my qns that y shld i study?
soln: Study for God.
"Just as the Son of Man did not come to be serve, but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for money"
- Matthew 20:28
At times when we are doing lousy jobs like studying,
sometimes the only thing that gets us through the shift is the knowledge of quitting time.
(for my case, when e exam ends)
But God is with you.
God will walk thru it with you.
Ask God to give you just a glimpse of that rest - that paradise we are heading towards.
Sweat
Work
God Un-thanked. Unseen
God Knows.
God will provide.
Simple logic but i tend to forgt it everytime.
Every exam period.
until i read smthg like tis.
yupp.. im a poor christian.
Poor-equipped christian.
becoz im not devoted enuf.
Goin to study now.
jia you!