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Wednesday, September 06, 2006!
Kum rant on; 12:51 AM
Today cheerleading trainin seems tough.
Coz mei came hm very tired..
Dun y... I had tis feelin of being drifted very far away fr e cheerleadin
it's only my first yr.
But my passion seems to be fadin…
In fact, I felt nothing when I did not attend trainin today.
if it's for netball.. i wld feel guilty.
y tis feeling?
Mayb becoz I had not attend training for a long time.
Maybe, becoz they did not reply my msg.
Which makes me feel im not needed.
Or, becoz whenever there’s a performance
Juz becoz im not performin...
Im e last one to know.
Or im informed smone other den e seniors.
I really hate tis kind of …system.
Inform those who r performin.. those not performin can know later
Yes.. I know im not impt.
Sorry tt I compared cheerleadin wif netball.
But it makes me feel tt u dun even care if Im attendin training.
I dun like this at all.
Im sorry for wanting to be noticed.
Hopefully, when I attend trainin next wk I wld find back my passion for CL.
Sigh~
Today wk is all abt polishing silver hardware again.
7 hrs of polishing “VIP” silver spoons tt is used for sharkfin soup.
I polished at least 200.
definitly more.
boring.
but it’s easy money.
Hopefully 2ml i can move around more.
I dun mind doin e dishwashing
anything besides sitting down to do polishin/counting/wrapping hardware.
im willing to do even though it's dirty.
opps..did i tell u im in stewarding?
But my wk environment is gd.
Caring top mgmt supervisor.
middle level Supervisors were almost all fr china.
but nice ppl.
The ladies supervisor r super caring.
Heard tt we r hungry
so they ask e kitchen to prepare sm baos for supper today:)
we r in gd hands!=)
except e job is kinda of borin.
only use hands, but not brains.
boring!
made quite a few frenz in IMF too.
all fr HTM.
hahas.. nice ppl.
especially e guys.
today e polishin done by e guys really "wow" me.
they polished e "cups" fr bronze colour to shining silver.
was kinda of surprised how serious they can be.
or in wantin to produce e best result even though it's just polishing hardware.
arn't guys surposed to be lazier?
for me?
i just want e speed.
if i doesn't shin it did not matter to me.
afterall e wash the spoons wld be clean.
& shin naturally.
1.oopm now.
listenin to DBSK songs again:)