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Wednesday, August 09, 2006!
Kum rant on; 9:03 AM
HAppy bdae Singapore!
i was tinkin tt to myself when it suddenly rains.
hmm.. weird rite?
well.. it better rains now den later in e evening..
so e NDP wld go well.
tis yr's national day holds no meanin to me...
unlike e past years.
e reason may be tt im in poly n there's no additional holidays.
but im grateful for not havin to go sch today!
=)
hahas.
ydae i had lots of fun!
Although i need to attend sch fr e 9am to 9pm
instead of startin sch at 11am
becoz there's an make up lesson for national 's day.
first fun:
after OB lesson i went to activity room at saa buildin third floor
went wif ser coz she wants to go to e CSC rm
den saw ren shan they all.
was bored so watched them played two rounds of "old maid"
afterwhich we played heart atack & indian poker.
e loser get slaps on e hand by everyone.
so 8 slaps each time.
of coz we were gentle.
but e last round we stated tt everyone must hit e person's hand hard.
poor han lin!
hahas.. i didnt win or lose.
so didn't get slapped at all:P
e whole round was filled wif our laughter!
so loud.
ser said so.
i had fun.
it's my first time durin a break i played games.
e usual was to chat or sleep in one of e benches outside e lec rm after lunch.
second fun was of course related to cheerleadin.
simon, ivan, jospeh, pei ming, jenny, ser , lay har, me n my sis went out for supper after cheerleadin
as expected.. there was alot of lame jokes fr lay har.
n jenny too. hmm.. she n her comin up wif e "family tree".
simon was e "best!".. he was "laughin" backfacin pei ming but still manages to make her laugh.
although he wasn't targettin pei ming in e first place.
pei ming was like complainin dun make her laugh so much so she can finish her food.
hahas.
there was one time lay har got distracted disturbin per ming.
lay har went to target ivan instead.
i askedpei ming to speed up eatin
but in e end, lar har found out
so we were laughin again.
i laughed until my stomach hurts!
i feel tt e most funny part was when lar har say " want to buy ur album,jenny!'
coz jenny was pretendin she is singin tis yr national day song.
when it's e TV tt was showin it.
i laughed until i coughed out some spagetti
gross rite?
pei ming n i was sayin tt next time we no need to order food
coz we would be filled full wif laughter.
after supper we went back to e bus stop when we saw e weird but macho guy again.
tink he's sort of mentally unstable.
so we walked very fast.
hope e police wld catch him soon
jokin.. i not so mean.
as long as he dun terrify us again
simon was a gentleman to walked us to e near pei ming's hse bus stop
in e end, he missed two bus.
talkin abt simon,
i tink his method of conductin cheerleadin practice is good.
ydae we r supposed to do jumps.
mayb i misinterpreted e wds
so i got e wrong ideas of we r doin jumps for e whole traini..
was extremely shocked when he say we need to do hand stand
( sorri can't rmb e terms for e stunts.. shld be hand stand)
i felt tt i can never do it.
it looked so tough.
e gd thing was tt he didnt ask us whether we can do or not..
but we must do.
after trying for e 1st time i found out tt actually e hand stand wasn't as scary as i percieved it to be.
n i can do it!... although there's alot of imperfections.
lynna n kris was good.
hope i get them back as e base n backspot for e next trainin..
This is e one thing tt's very different abt simon's n Mr Teo's training
i rmb clearly tt durin zonal, Mr Teo asked whether i can do it or not for e match..
i nodded my head n played.. but my performance sucks.
mayb becoz when he asked me tt qns
e confidence level in me shot down to e lowest..
through out e match.. i was concentratin on not to make mistakes
instead of just playin e match well.
but for cheerleadin prac..
i felt tt i couldn't do it..
i told the seniors, not they asked me.
but Frances just told me to try.. n was very patient in correctin me.
especially when i always didnt' lock my hands for many times
Kris was very patient too becoz i couldn't get it rite.
even though i "kicked" him.
tt was when i can do things.
they make me do things which i tink i could never do.
i will always rmb wat Mr Teo told me " GO for e percieved impossible."
wif ur words.. i hope i can excel in cheerleadin..
to make up for not excelin in netball.
but i just can't performance well under expectations.
want to show u a pic of junsu which makes my heart skip a beat when i first saw it.
yunho's pic is quite cool too:)
