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Tuesday, July 11, 2006!
Kum rant on; 11:21 PM
haiz.. my body now's aching fr cheerleadin trainin although i didnt do anything much today.
today i mainly practised shoulder stand n nearly kill serene.
so sorri! tink ur neck must be hurtin very much now.
injured peiming e first time she elevate me.
hiazz.. my performance is very irregular.
sometimes ok and other times very bad.
like today totally off form.
really dislike myself for tis.
will wk harder.
like wat e bring it on again say.. u must train harder, eat better? n wat floss cleaner..
wat i must do is push harder ( for push -ups), stay straighter (lock!) and have more confidence.
wat im rather please with today & ydae's training was i learnt something new.
ydae was thai dance..
today was e single stand wif one leg up n goin up on joseph wif one bounce..
not my effort. as i can't land properly yet n joseph was e one who pulled me up.
so happi to hav him as cheer mates.
okie.. i love ALL my cheer mates.
wat's tp life for me w/o cheerleading n my cheermates?
NOTHING!
recently quite stressed up.
every wk must hand in at least one project.
but dun wry.. mananging oK. not breaking down yet.
wat i worry most is my studies...
no time to do tutorials.. let alone study.
most of e time im doing projects or in cheers.
now gt to speed up in camp stuffs but really had no time to do.
hiaz.. n i really wanted to study up at night to study but too tired.
during every lec i would fall asleep.
not becoz i tired but i find e lec too boring.
so my studies is like falling n falling..
reachin e end of e pit soon
haiz. sigh~. aiyo!
firstly.. make it clear tt im bloggin now to release my stress..
not tt i hav no time to dtusy but bloggin:P
another problem is tt i having a lot of red patches on my skin.
since last time i ate seafood onion rings in sch.
e red patches is everywhere n smtime itches very badly.
it comes n disappear n appear on e same spot again.
most on them at my legs n hand.
gt a feelin it's spreading to my face soon.
had tis problem for quite a few days liao.
told my mum n she says it mosquitoes bite..
im sure it's not!!
quite worried i'll get allegric to seafood n i can't eat alot of things liao.
or mayb is skin problem..
i really had no idea.. im healthy all this while
goin to e doc on sat if e problem persists.
sigh~
went to sch today but sch shuttle bus.
everyone else was like rushing..
but hong tuan let me alight first.
such a gentleman!!!
TP's guys r not bad.. especially those in e main com in e clubs!