foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Monday, April 24, 2006!
Kum rant on; 11:29 AM
Feels like bloggin.. but reluctant to blog at my msn blog efar of too many ppl readin abt it.
juz dun feels like revealin my life, my thoughts too much.
now listening to lee hong 's song.
feelin very relaxed.
April 24, 2006.
at 4pm i will start my first lesson.
doenst really looks foward to it.
it's like so many things i'll be goin to do this yr.
~go to new sch.. meet new frenz. join a cca.. prepare for examz.. n mayb get into trouble.
~make an effort to meet up wif my workin frenz weekly.
~get to start preparin for e church camp real soon.
suddenly feels like carryin lotzs of " burden".
im afraid tt i'll nt be able to do a gd job.
n mayb at smwhere sm pt of time i'll develop a -ve bad characteristic.. or break down.
i duno how to express e fear in me.
nt gd wif wds.
i feels inferior.
all i can do now is to pray for God's help. to guide me.
hope i can be God's proud girl.
everybody says i'd lost alot of weight..
so now im eatin alot.. many meals a day to gain back e 2.4kg to be exact i'd lost.
madded.
had been watching alot of tv to make up e loss while workin.
had been sleepin alot..
had been lazy alot.
hahas