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Thursday, August 11, 2005!
Kum rant on; 4:38 PM
todae's O level eng oral exam totally suck!For e reading passage.. everything was going on fine.. i pronounced e t,d,r,e.. sounds until paragraph 5.. i said "client" as "clinic". arghh.. stupid mistake. n tis made e examiners(e) look at each other. deduction of marks!.o ya.. there r 2 e..one guy one female. The female e was e one giving mi qns.. the guy juz sat there n smile at mi. quite gd lookin... well.. after e mistake...i went to pic discussion. Everything was fine until e e gave mi a stupid qns" wat do u tink can go wrong in tis pic?". huh??? question mark. my mind was in a blank. i paused for quite a long time be4 saying my true opinion of tis qns. "erm.. nthg can go quite wrong as we can see e kitchen was neat n tidy. no oil spill on e floor or etc. n e utensils was stacked neatly in a corner. overall.. the kitchen was quite organised. den e e asked again.. so nthg would go wrong? i replied.. maybe oil spill fr e wok n injure e maid frying e curry puff? e guy e laughed n i had an onminous feeling abt tis man. e best ish yet to come..for e conversation part.., e asked "wat college or university course would u like to take..'. den i start stampereing...all e way sia. aaaAaaa..a..a.aaa.and i finally said smthg abt wanting to becum a phycatrists. e lady e gave mi a sure-a-not look. u cant even speak properly gerl. e next qns ish abt wat factor ppl shld look into when finding a job. i say the most impt factor ish interest.. blah blah blah.. and tt for mi.. im a more outgoing person n do not wish to work wif deaad objects like com. e guy laughed again.. wat e.. den my mind went blank again. i smiled at e both e while thinking to myself... stupid kht.. dun keep saying aaa.AA.Aa. say smthg else. den u noe wat i say? " tt's all. thank u e ." tt's how i tink i died. help mi smone.
for those hu haven take ur oral.. all e best okie. dun be like mi:)