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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Friday, August 26, 2005!
Kum rant on; 9:46 PM
todae's e prelim chem paper 3. i feel that i can pass but wil not score quite well.. watever lah. mi lousy at sciences. hmm.. but i tink i gt into trouble. while walking hm wif may 2dae.. we saw mdm tay n she asked how was our chem paper.. i said it was easy becoz mr mohd sort of go thru be4. so sry.. i say smthg im not suppose to say. hope mdm tay tink it as of coz go thru be4 becoz science not like maths.. can predict qns. :( well... 2ae i onli did a mindmap on sec 4 topic chpt 1. slept thru e whole afternoon unitl rick msg mi. duno y recently can sleep alot sia. muz stop liao! bad habit! i still gt 4 or 5 more topics for ss. hopefully can finish everything by tml if i follow my planned timetable. muz jia you liao.. me down disappoint my mom.. myself( abit onli) and.. hmm.. tell ya but dun laugh okie.. dowan diappoint mr teo bah. last yr i rmb that during e day e sec 4 went to collect their o level results.. he say it would be gd if one of e netball gerls went up to collect e results too. i rmb tt mr teo.. but i still haven put in efforts yet. now i'll ! i will try my best but usually my best ish not enuf..hahas. but hopefully i will make u proud. u r e first tchr tt really make mi wan to work for smthg in my life. usually i dun really care how my life work out. but since i join nb.. i sort of pick myself up a little.. i rmb once there's an overnite chalet.. n jinshu they all bluff mi that if anyone fail any subject she would not be allowed to go.. and i study like siao. pass all and it's over my expectations. n now sec 4 liao.im out of netball n like nthg to work for.. studies drop until cant drop any further.. nthg to work towards for bah. as in i noe that u choose the netball sch team ish based on hardwork.. attendence, skills and a little part of studies. and im not gd at skills so during sec 3 i gt to work doubly hard on my attendence.. studies and hardwk. now i tink i gt to work becoz of other reasons liao.. reason like study becoz of my future or watever crap tt doesnt interest mi. but i rmb u say always go for e percieved impossible. hopefully there's still time for mi to make a change. ( ^ . ^ )