foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Thursday, July 07, 2005!
Kum rant on; 3:13 PM
things dun often go in our way.. isn't it? sometimes i realli wonder y im in tis world. i seemed to be living for others but not myself. studying ish for my mom and so called for my own good and future. going to east spring ish my own choice and i dun regret making tt choice becoz there's netball. however.. tt seemed the only choice i'd made. sigh.. goin to 3e1 isn't my choice.. it's my mom. well.. gt no choice but to live wif it. things are not so bad lah. at least wif only a few more mths left. now wat.. stupid damn adam khoo courses.. shit sia.. go wif a open heart.. good for u... emotional rollar coaster ride? wat crap.. didnt even give us the choice whether we want to go or not. from 8am to 9pm.. wat the hell.. im goin to sleep thru half the courses. the worst part ish it gonna be on the sat where im goin out to sell flags. alreadi signed up to sell the flags and i look foward to it.. the fun, laughter , peace and joy im gonna to have wif my church fren. den the bad news came. isn't there a 5 day wk? y touch my precious sat. tok to mr modh. and he sae wat as a student courses is more impt. bullshit loh... if u ask mi to chose whether im going to take o level or go to 3rd world country as a missionary activity.. im gonna choose the second choice. go to the course for wat... how to be successful when u dun even have a say over ur own life.. cant even make ur own choice? tis is damn stupid man. hiazz.. cry~.