foreveralone.
I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Friday, July 08, 2005!
Kum rant on; 5:02 PM
todae's fridae. well.. todae sch seemed short. be4 i noe it.. sch already ended. i didnt noe maths was the last period and when the sch bell rang i was so surprised. todae stayed back a while to help out wif cls deco. in the end onli did a little and it was 3 something when i reached home. suddenly... i feel that im veri fortunate becoz i have a nice family.. while.. maybe after hearing abt may's family problem. but than haizz... if i could turn back time.. i would have maybe be a nicer girl.. in the sense that open up my heart to my present cls. actually they are not bad but the problem ish wif mi. while walking back wif don i realised that i have been treating him quite badly.. always like say bad things abt him in the sense tt joke around.. not backstab. not only don but quite alot of bois too.den i like suddenly was overfilled wif emotions. maybe if i had been more giving or nt narrow minded.. i wouldnt have quarrel wif rick and now we like ..not as close as be4? when we see each other ish like nthg to tok abt. well.. the rest of our cls guys too lah. but when i tok to other cls bois ish like we can tok and tok ..tok abt anything and tok for a long time. haizz.. all my fault lah.. . but i suppose it's all part and parcel of life. maybe thru tis i would have learn to handle another simialr situation better in the future. maybe tis would make me more mature... after losing some frenz but gaining an experience in life?well.. sigh. im realli tired running tis race of life.