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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Sunday, July 17, 2005!
Kum rant on; 3:18 PM
yesterdae was quite tiring. Slept at 430 am and woke up at 9am to go to church. well... it wasn't a gd dae to begin. Firstly i quarreled my mom becoz of the weather. it was drizzling and she told mi to bring an umbrella. i say a wind breaker will do and she was like y dun u listen to mi huiting. i told her my bag's already so heavy yet u wan mi to carry an umbrella.. i told her no and she sae i will not be allowed to go out anymore if it rains. den i told her i wish tt it will rain every wkdae so i no nid go to sch. i left hm veri unhappy. already i had not enuf sleep yet y cant she understand mi? we quarreled becoz of a silly reason. and todae we quarreled again. haizz.. wat has becum of mi? i tink im becuming .. erm.. ridiculous nowadays. speaking all the vulgarities.. onli did i realised it when i spoke in church and my fren was like hey.. watch ur words. hmm.. muz stop speaking liao. anyone who reads tis blog muz remind mi hor.. especially with basket.. go and die lah and wat liao. hahas. where was i?o ya.. im toking abt yesterdae. i went to church in the morning to study and play games in the afternoon. the games was fun.. but i lost. we r supposed to guess who's the murderer. well.. i made a wrong guess. we played many games and i ate dinner wif my church fren afterwhich went to mr tan's concert. it was better den i'd expected. i didnt fall asleep and the last song was really nice. maybe becoz i noe the song and can appreciate it. shldnt hav gone in the first place becoz there wasnt enuf tickets. sigh~ well. dickson sae nvmind and brought another one. after concert.. i didnt follow the rest for supper but went hm to do the cls deco stuff. i was really tired and was half asleep while doing it. well.. it wasnt veri nice and i did tt thing like fr 1230 to 130. sleep late again. hahas.
for todae.. my church worship service was veri gd. all the songs i sang my heart out. during confession time i nearly cried. im so thankful tt god is in part of my life. w/o him i think i would be having depression or in the girls hm already. praise god for his love.. there's no greater love den tis =). tis wk was quite a hectic wk..remedials.. stay back to settle conflicts for cls and prefects. im like totally burn out and breaking down. on thur and fri i was feeling veri down. but i wasnt showing it. everyone 's like gt their own problems so i shldnt bother them. and i was desperately waiting for sundae becoz i noe tt all these of my feelings would be gone. and it's gone now:). juz hope tt the coming wk would be better.