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I've forgotten that laughing with a friend can make you feel less alone in this vast world, and that trite poems can renew you in a vulnerable moment.
Sunday, June 19, 2005!
Kum rant on; 5:54 PM
yo..todae is sundae! went to church, listen to a sermon which is quite interestin abt evolution and den cell grp time. hiazz.. the only two guys in the cell (sec 4) left us for their previous cell (jc 1) ( they didnt even sae buai!) . Disappointed*..we(the gerls) tot tt things r goin fine and the guys wouldn't mind mixing around with the whole grp of us. in the end.. the guys.. haizz... i tot things were gettin so much better den we 1st started out in the beginning of the yr. The guys joined us becoz our cell is planning the youth camp next yr..so we could use tis yr to know each other more. well.. things still didnt turn out the way we expected. tt's quite sad... it's partially our fault. maybe we didnt make them feel "a sense of belonging". actually, we noe that there's a problem in the beginnin.. the guys still feel uncomfortable wif so many gerls. The gerls had discussion and planned to ask our sch's guys to join the cell so the guys would not feel so awkward. in the end..be4 we even carry out the 'plan'..they left. sad.. wish them all the best anyway.
tis comin wk.. there'll be a whole wk of remedials.. sian.. tt means i get to go online less often and i'll write less too. ( there'll nt be any interestin things to write anyway). i'll also be rushin my hmwk. help! hahas*. however..im lookin foward to sat where my church will be playin netball friendlies wif other churchs. yipee! den i'll most probably will go out wif my church fren after tt bah. And sundae.. i'm goin to my one of my cell grp leader hse.. and enjoy last dae of holidaes.. by relaxin, watchin lots of movies and playin games with my fav grp of frenz... church renz. o ya..i look foward to thursdae..i'll be watchin initial D. i wonder hu will watch wif mi..seems like nobody wan to accompany mi. well.. if i ask my sch frenz..they most probably sae see first lah. hmmm.. hu'll i be watchin wif? see first loh. hahas